I am a little upset. I feel betrayed. I feel used. I am pissed. I am hurt.
I am broken.
Why are a lot of my friendships so one sided?
Why is it I who has to put forth all the effort or the friendship ends?
Why am I the one who is made to feel guilty when its over or I stop communication?
Why am I never good enough?
Why am I your after thought?
I am not fucking stupid! I have spent my life perfecting the art of perception. I know when you all the sudden stop texting or calling me, I am being dissed. Most if not all of my relationships have ended with them all the sudden stopping communication. I figured I wouldnt have to put up with it with friends
I am so fucking tired of being your after thought. That person you call when you have exhausted all your other options, and because I am lonely, I go with it.
Not anymore. I DONT NEED THIS SHIT!
I am tired of being yelled at that "you never call me, you need to call me", making me feel like shit, but when I call you , you don't fucking answer or call me back. Then I see you online trolling for ass. Hmmm you must not have been that interested in talking to me.
I am sick of you saying "I really care for you Pedro, I worry about you" but yet I dont hear from you at all unless I see you randomly on facebook.
What the fuck do you want from me?
you know what. FUCK THAT. I dont care anymore.
I am taking care of me now, because I NEED to.
I need to get back to good.
If you are not on my side, then fuck you!
Whataya Want From Me By Adam Lambert
Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I’m afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn’t give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Just don’t give up I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah, it’s plain to see (plain to see)
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It’s me, I’m a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly
(it perfectly)
There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try
But I think you could save my life
Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Just don’t give up on me
(uuuuuuh) I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down
(So I) just don’t give up
I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in,
I won’t let you down
It messed me up (It messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, i won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me
