Fuckity Fuck Fuck!

I got jury a duty summons!! A way to ruin a day! On The plus side I found a Ipod formatted "A Nightmare on Elm Street: The Dream Master"!!!Fuck Yeah! This is a short and sweet post before I start getting ready for work. Having a interesting day....so far...

All This Time

"All this time, You've had it in you Just sometimes need a little push" So, in attempts to start over, or at least steer my life back into some sort of happy, I have been making a lot of personal goals for myself. It would be an understatement to say that the beginning of this year was a pretty rough one for me. I tripped along the path that I had been taking all these years. I lay on the ground with scraped knees and the unwillingness to continue on. After awhile I decide to get up, dust myself off, and try again, only this time on a completely different path. Another chapter in my story begins... ------- "So you've had some detours, some stupid men, now we know what not to do again..." Dating lately has become really awkward. Isnt there men out there that are still interested in intellectual stimulation and not just the sexual? Dont get me wrong,fuckin is fun, but there isnt anything more sexy than brains attached to a nice piece of ass. I have worked out a way of sexual release, but I am not to sure how long that will last. Most things like that come with the inevitable expiration. Eventually I am going to need the whole package ------ I FINALLY got Sacha Sacket's new cd "Hermitage " in the mail today!!! I hope he visits AZ again, so I can stop being a chicken shit and actually join him for drinks after his gig. Every time He invites me out to join him at a bar after his set, and I nervously think of a way out of it. HES JUST SOOO FUCKING HOT! ----- I need to go to bed. One major thing I need to work on is getting to bed before 3am. Maybe I need sleeping pills? Hmm.... ... Goodnight!