Thats what I spent my day doing. I constantly underestimate how much time it takes to string lights around the house. Upon hanging some lights I step into one of the ladders steps and banged my Right shin, leaving a beautiful & painful purple bruised bump.SEXY!
here are the results, hard to see but it looks better in person:
I spent a lot of time outside alone, with just my thoughts and my ipod. I was able to work out some issues I have been wrestling with in my mind.
each song helping me confront those difficult questions I know I have to answer.
There was one song that stuck out the most and that strangely repeated more then once. "wasteland" By Trapt.
It is very fitting considering all that I am feeling lately.
and this is how I end this post, with the song and the lyrics. Enjoy!
You don't ever ask me why
you don't read the signs
you give me way too many reasons
for me to wanna get high
Standing tall between my four walls
and I'm about to fall
so look into me eyes and i say it all
[bridge]
I am lost, I am lost
so crucify me on your cross
what's the cost, what's the cost
to erase what I've been taught
Get off my back don't attack
So what if I fell off the tracks
your master plan, don't understand
[chorus]
I'd rather live in my own Wasteland
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
My own wasteland
I don't belong
I don't belong
My own wasteland
Scream at me until I shut down
Don't hear a sound
can only take so many cheap shots
down on the ground
I gotta go my own way this time
leave you behind
said it all but not enough for your
simple mind
[bridge]
[chorus]
You tell me what you want from me
you never ask me what i need
just let me go just set me free
and turn these nightmares into dreams
[bridge]
I'd rather live in my own Wasteland
And I wont waste another day
it doesn't matter what we say (my own wasteland)
your memories age
and with new age
I'd rather die in my own Wasteland
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
My own wasteland
I don't belong
I don't belong
My own wasteland
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
My own wasteland
I don't belong
I don't belong
My own wasteland
