Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Instant Pleasure

Instant Pleasure By Rufus Wainwright
"I dont want
somebody to love me
just give me sex
whenever I want it
'cuz al I ask for
is instant pleasure..."

When I was a teenager, I used to say this was my theme song. Now, in my 27th year I find how Ironic that song is now. I interpret it as a snarky ode that is masking the fact that I DO actually want love.
I don't want instant pleasure. If that were the case, I could pick up my phone and have "instant pleasure" with at least 7 or 8 of the people in my phone book. But that's just not me.
So here we are again. Back to start.
god damn it.
C'est La Vie!
Why arent there any really cute guys that come into my work? I mean I know that it has that very hippy feel, but for fucks sake, send in the boys!! Ones That understand and use deodorant.
Thats the one thing I miss about Borders Tempe. ALWAYS a vast plethora of eye candy. I could actually get dates there, because you couldnt walk through BT without tripping over a homo.
Now......OLD LADIES! I am not that desperate yet.